I remember being so over enjoyed, when a year later, you gently held my hand to your waist and whispered in my ear that we were going to be a family.
　　一年后，你轻轻地把我的手放到你的腹前，对着我的耳朵悄悄透露这个让我欣喜若狂的好消息：我们就快有宝宝啦。 

　　I know both our children love you dearly; they are outside the door now, waiting.
　　我知道我们的孩子都深深地爱你，他们现在就在门外等候。

　　Do you remember how I panicked like a mad man when Jonathon was born? I can still picture you laughing and smiling at me now, as I clumsily held him for the very first time in my arms. I watched as your laughter faded into tears, as I stared at him and cried my own tears of joy.
　　你还记得乔纳森出生的时候我那手足无措的慌张样子吗？当我笨拙地把他抱在怀里，我还记得你笑话我的样子，我看着他，我们都情不自禁地迸出了开心的泪花。 

　　Sarah and Tom arrived this morning with little Tessie. Can you remember how we both hugged each other tightly¹ when we saw our tiny granddaughter for the first time? I can’t believe she will be eight next month. I am trying not to cry, my love, as I tell you how beautiful she looks today in her pretty dress and red shiny shoes, she reminds me so much of you that first day we met. She has her hair cut short now, just like yours was all those years ago. When I met her at the door her smile wrapped around me like a warm glove, just like yours used to do, my darling.
　　今天早晨撒拉和汤姆带着小缇西也赶到了。你还记得吗？第一次看到这个可爱的小孙女，我俩高兴地紧紧拥抱。真让人难以相信，她下个月就八岁了。亲爱的，我不得不忍住眼泪告诉你，小家伙今天穿着漂亮的裙子，闪亮的红色小鞋，让我立刻想起当年相遇时的你，连她的短发也像极了年轻的你。当我在门口看到她的时候，她的笑容暖人心脾，这竟然也和你一模一样。

　　I know you are tired, my dear, and I must let you go. But I love you so much and it hurts to do so.
　　我明白，亲爱的，你累了，我应该让你离开。可是爱人即逝，孤侣何伤！

　　As we grew old together, I would tease² you that you had not changed since we first met. But it is true, my darling. I do not see the wrinkles³ and grey hair that other people see. When I look at you now, I only see your sweet tender lips and youthful sparkling⁴ eyes as we sat and had out first picnic next to that small stream, and chased each other around that big old oak⁵ tree. I remember wishing those first few days together would last forever. Do you remember how exciting and wonderful those days were?
　　这些年我们相濡以沫，白首到老，我总是逗你说你的容颜依然如昔。可这是真的，亲爱的，我真的见不到他人眼里的皱纹和白发。现在我望着你，也还是只能看到你娇嫩温柔的红唇和秋水流盼的眼眸，仿佛我们第一次在那条小溪边野餐，在那棵巨大的老橡树旁追逐嬉戏。那时候我们刚刚在一起，总是盼望那样的日子生生世世，你还记得吗？那些日子是多么激情荡漾，让人不忍回首……

　　I must go now, my darling. Our children are waiting outside. They want to say goodbye to you.
　　亲爱的，我应该走了。孩子们都等在外面，他们要和你道别。

　　I wipe the tears away from my eyes and bend my frail⁶ old legs down to the floor, so that I can kneel beside you. I lean close to you and take hold of your hand and kiss your tender lips for the very last time.
　　我擦去了眼角的泪，跪在你的身边，轻轻靠近你，握住你的双手，最后一次吻你。

　　Sleep peacefully my dear.
　　亲爱的，安心地睡吧。

　　I am sad that you had to leave me, but please don’t worry. I am content, knowing I will be with you soon. I am too old and too empty now to live much longer without you.
　　这分离扯碎了我的心。别担心，我很快就会来陪伴你。生死茫茫，尘世间没有你，这满腔的衷肠凭谁倾诉？这只影的寂寥复有何欢？ 

　　I know it won’t be long before we meet again in that small cafe in Hanover Square.
　　很快，我们就能在汉诺威广场的那间小咖啡馆里再相逢。 

　　Goodbye, my darling wife.
　　再会了，我的爱妻。

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