Sweet to remember the tiny elevator I used to take to the garret someone had loaned me as an office and the way three people would crowd into its one-meter square and share our
scents1 and
stinks2(恶臭) and
emanations(散发), even the half-thug from the floor below whose rock radio stations raged up through the ceiling at me but who must have spent half his pay on whatever
cologne(古龙香水) he soaked himself in, so raptly
buoying3 it was.
And the woman who perfumed herself with something that threw me centuries back to some lost time of life I never lived but would
passionately4 have liked to, and whom I suspect suspected by the way I
inhaled5 her perfumes and powders and flesh scents, trying to keep them, keep them, that I was a
clod(土块,笨蛋) and so manifested an edge of contempt in her glance at this
pervert6(堕落者) she was forced to slip past to get off.
And
descending7 at lunchtime our
rattling8 conveyance9 as patient as a donkey with two men from some Middle East country whose language I couldn't even name, how the rich
reek10 of the meal they'd just eaten -- onions and lamb -- infused the
minuscule11(极小的) volume of our shared air.
And once, outside on the sidewalk, a girl kissing her boyfriend goodbye, twice, thrice, who, as she swung before me, lifted the mass of her hair from her neck as though the day were terribly hot, which it wasn't at all, and I fancied the
bouquets12 from that smooth nape trailing behind her like the cloud
puffs13 from a skywriting airplane, so clear to me I felt if I walked a little higher on my toes, I could
plunge14 my face in them and become a
scented15 cloud myself.