"What, Monsieur! the money I gave you... the service I had just rendered you... to be paid for what I did in your behalf by the blackest treachery... that may, you think, be understood,
justified1 ?"
"Why yes, Therese! yes indeed! the proof an explanation exists for all I did is that, having just
pillaged2 you,
molested3 you... (for, Therese, I did beat you, you know), why! having taken twenty steps, I stopped and,
meditating4 upon the state in which I had left you, I at once found strength in these ideas, enough to perpetrate additional
outrages5 I might not have committed had it not been for that: you had lost but one maidenhead.... I turned,
retraced6 my steps, and made short work of the other.... And so it is true that in certain souls
lust7 may be born from the womb of crime! What do I say? it is thus true that only crime awakes and
stiffens8 lust and that there is not a single
voluptuous9 pleasure it does not
inflame10 and improve...."
"Oh Monsieur! what horror is this?"
"Could I not have
acquitted11 myself of a still greater? I was close enough to it, I confess, but I was amply sure you were going to be reduced to the last
extremities12: the thought satisfied me, I left you. Well, Therese, let's leave the subject and continue to my reason for desiring to see you. "My incredible appetite for both of a little girl's maidenheads has not
deserted13 me, Therese," Saint-Florent pursued; "with this it is as with all
libertinage14's other extravagances: the older you grow, the more deeply they take root; from former misdeeds fresh desires are born, and new crimes from these desires. There would be nothing to the matter, my dear, were not the means one employs to succeed exceedingly
culpable15. But as the desire of evil is the primum mobile of our caprices, the more criminal the thing we are led to do, the better our
irritation16. When one arrives at this stage, one merely complains of the mediocrity of the means: the more
encompassing17 their atrociousness, the more
piquant18 our joy becomes, and thus one sinks in the
quagmire19 without the slightest desire to emerge.
"That, Therese, is my own history: two young children are necessary for my daily sacrifices; having once enjoyed them, - not only do I never again set eyes upon these objects, but it even becomes essential to my fantasies' entire satisfaction that they instantly leave the city: I should not at all
savor20 the following day's pleasures were I to imagine that yesterday's victims still breathed the same air I
inhale21; the method for being rid of them is not complicated. Would you believe it, Therese? They are my debauches which populate Languedoc and Provence with the multitude of objects of libertinage with which those regions are
teeming22:
(Let this not be mistaken for a
fable23: this wretched figure existed in this same Lyon. What is herein related of his
maneuvers24 is exact and
authentic25: he cost the honor of between fifteen and twenty thousand unhappy little creatures: upon the completion of each operation, the victim was
embarked26 on the Rhone, and for thirty years the above-mentioned cities were peopled with the objects of this
villain27's debauchery, with girls
undone28 by him. There is nothing
fictitious29 about this episode but the gentleman's name.)
...one hour after these little girls have served me, reliable emissaries pack them off and sell them to the matchmakers of Montpellier, Toulouse, Nimes, Aix, and Marseilles: this trade, two-thirds of whose net profits go to me, amply recompenses the
outlay30 required to
procure31 my subjects, and thus I satisfy two of my most cherished passions, lust and greed; but reconnoitering and seduction are bothersome. Furthermore, the kind of subject is of infinite importance to my lubricity: I must have them all
procured32 from those
asylums33 of
misery34 where the need to live and the impossibility of managing to do so eat away courage, pride,
delicacy35, finally rot the soul, and, in the hope of an indispensable subsistence, steel a person to undertake whatever appears likely to provide it. I have all these nests
ransacked36, all these dungheaps combed pitilessly: you've no idea what they yield; I would even go further, Therese: I say that civil activity, industry, a little social ease would defeat my subornations and
divest37 me of a great proportion of my subjects: I combat these
perils38 with the influence I enjoy in this city, I promote commercial and economic
fluctuations39 or
instigate40 the rise of prices which, enlarging the poverty-stricken class, depriving it, on the one hand, of possibilities of work and on the other
rendering41 difficult those of survival, increases according to a predictable ratio the total number of the subjects misery puts into my clutches. The strategy is a familiar one, Therese: these
scarcities42 of firewood, dearths of wheat and of other
edibles43 where-from Paris has been trembling for so many years, have been created for the identical purposes which
animate44 me:
avarice45, libertinage: such are the passions which, from the
gilded46 halls of the rich, extend a multitude of nets to ensnare the poor in their
humble47 dwellings48. But whatever skill I employ to press hard in this
sector49, if
dexterous50 hands do not pluck nimbly in another, I get nothing for my troubles, and the machine goes quite as badly as if I were to cease to exhaust my imagination in devising and my credit in operating. And so I need a clever woman, young and intelligent, who, having herself found her way through misery's
thorny51 pathways, is more familiar than anyone else with the methods for debauching those who are in the
toils52; a woman whose keen eyes will
descry53 adversity in its darkest caves and
attics54, whose suborning intelligence will determine
destitution55's victims to
extricate56 themselves from oppression by the means I make available; a spirited woman, in a word, unscrupulous and ruthless, who will stop at nothing in order to succeed, who will even go to the point of cutting away the
scanty57 reserves which, still
bolstering58 up those
wretches59' hopes,
inhibit60 them from taking the final step. I had an excellent woman and trustworthy, she has just died: it cannot be imagined to what lengths that brilliant creature carried
effrontery61; not only did she use to
isolate62 these wretches until they would be forced to come begging on their knees, but if these devices did not succeed in accelerating their fall, the impatient villain would hasten matters by kidnaping them. She was a treasure; I need but two subjects a day, she would have got me ten had I wanted them. The result was I used to be able to make better selections, and the superabundance of raw material consumed by my operations
reimbursed63 me for
inflated64 labor65 costs. That's the woman I have got to replace, my dear, you'll have four people under your command and ten thousand crowns wages for your trouble; I have had my say, Therese; give me your answer, and above all do not let your illusions prevent you from accepting happiness when chance and my hand offer it to you."#p#分页标题#e#
"Oh Monsieur," I say to this dishonest man,
shuddering66 at his speech, "is it possible you have been able to conceive such joys and that you dare propose that I serve them? What horrors you have just uttered in my hearing! Cruel man, were you to be
miserable67 for but two days, you would see these
doctrines68 upon humanity swiftly
obliterated69 from your heart: it is prosperity blinds and hardens you:
mightily70 blase71 you are before the spectacle of the evils whence you suppose yourself sheltered, and because you hope never to suffer them, you consider you have the right to
inflict72 them; may happiness never come nigh unto me if it can produce this degree of
corruption73! O Just Heaven! not merely to be content to abuse the misfortunate! To drive
audacity74 and ferocity to the point of increasing it, of prolonging it for the unique gratification of one's desires! What cruelty, Monsieur! the wildest animals do not give us the example of a comparable barbarity."
"You are mistaken, Therese, there is no roguery the wolf will not invent to draw the lamb into his clutches: these are natural
ruses75, while
benevolence76 has nothing to do with Nature: charity is but an appurtenance of the weakness recommended by the slave who would
propitiate77 his master and dispose him to
leniency78; it never proclaimed itself in man save in two cases: in the event he is weak, or in the event he fears he will become weak; that this
alleged79 virtue80 is not natural is proven by the fact it is unknown to the man who lives in a state of Nature. The
savage81 expresses his contempt for charity when pitilessly he
massacres82 his brethren from
motives83 of either revenge or
cupidity84... would he not respect that virtue were it etched in his heart? but never does it appear there, never will it be found wherever men are equal. Civilization, by weeding certain individuals out of society, by establishing rank and class, by giving the rich man a glimpse of the poor, by making the former
dread85 any change of circumstances which might
precipitate86 him into the latter's misery, civilization immediately puts the desire into his head to relieve the poor in order that he may be helped in his turn should he chance to lose his wealth; and thus was benevolence born, the fruit of civilization and fear: hence it is merely a circumstantial virtue, but nowise a sentiment originating in Nature, who never inserted any other desire in us but that of satisfying ourselves at no matter what the price. It is thus by confounding every sentiment, it is by continually refusing to
analyze87 a single one of them that these people are able to linger in total darkness about them all and deprive themselves of every pleasurable
enjoyment88."
"Ah, Monsieur," I interrupted with great emotion, "may there be one any sweeter than the
succoring89 of misfortune? Leaving aside the dread lest someday one have to endure suffering oneself, is there any more substantial satisfaction than that to be had from obliging others?... from
relishing90 gratitude's tearful thanks, from partaking of the
well-being91 you have just distributed like manna to the downtrodden who, your own fellow creatures, nevertheless want those things which you take airily for granted; oh! to hear them sing your praise and call you their father, to restore
serenity92 to brows clouded by failure, destitution, and despair; no, Monsieur, not one of this world's
lewd93 pleasures can equal this: it is that of the Divinity Himself, and the happiness He promises to those who on earth will serve Him, is
naught94 other than the possibility to
behold95 or make happy creatures in Heaven. All
virtues96 stem directly from that one, Monsieur; one is a better father, a better son, a better husband when one knows the charm of
alleviating97 misfortune's lot. One might say that like unto the sun's rays, the charitable man's presence sheds fertility, sweetness, and joy everywhere about and upon all, and the miracle of Nature, after this source of
celestial98 light, is the honest, delicate, and sensitive soul whose
supreme99 felicity consists in
laboring100 in behalf of that of others."