It was very hard, in the morning, to argue with the part of me that wassure last night was a dream. Logic¹ wasn't on my side, or common sense. Iclung to the parts I couldn't have imagined — like his smell. I was sureI could never have dreamed that up on my own.

 

It was foggy and dark outside my window, absolutely perfect. He had noreason not to be in school today. I dressed in my heavy clothes,remembering I didn't have a jacket. Further proof that my memory was real.

 

When I got downstairs, Charlie was gone again — I was running later thanI'd realized. I swallowed a granola bar in three bites, chased it downwith milk straight from the carton, and then hurried out the door.

 

Hopefully the rain would hold off until I could find Jessica.

 

It was unusually foggy; the air was almost smoky with it. The mist wasice cold where it clung to the exposed skin on my face and neck. Icouldn't wait to get the heat going in my truck. It was such a thick fogthat I was a few feet down the driveway before I realized there was a carin it: a silver car. My heart thudded, stuttered, and then picked upagain in double time.

 

I didn't see where he came from, but suddenly he was there, pulling thedoor open for me.

 

"Do you want to ride with me today?" he asked, amused by my expression ashe caught me by surprise yet again. There was uncertainty² in his voice.

 

He was really giving me a choice — I was free to refuse, and part of himhoped for that. It was a vain hope.

 

"Yes, thank you," I said, trying to keep my voice calm. As I stepped intothe warm car, I noticed his tan jacket was slung³ over the headrest of thepassenger seat. The door closed behind me, and, sooner than should bepossible, he was sitting next to me, starting the car.

 

"I brought the jacket for you. I didn't want you to get sick orsomething." His voice was guarded. I noticed that he wore no jackethimself, just a light gray knit V-neck shirt with long sleeves. Again,the fabric⁴ clung to his perfectly⁵ muscled chest. It was a colossaltribute to his face that it kept my eyes away from his body.

 

"I'm not quite that delicate," I said, but I pulled the jacket onto mylap, pushing my arms through the too-long sleeves, curious to see if thescent could possibly be as good as I remembered. It was better.

 

"Aren't you?" he contradicted in a voice so low I wasn't sure if he meantfor me to hear.

 

We drove through the fog-shrouded streets, always too fast, feelingawkward. I was, at least. Last night all the walls were down… almost all.

 

I didn't know if we were still being as candid⁶ today. It left metongue-tied. I waited for him to speak.

 

He turned to smirk⁷ at me. "What, no twenty questions today?""Do my questions bother you?" I asked, relieved.

 

"Not as much as your reactions do." He looked like he was joking, but Icouldn't be sure.

 

I frowned. "Do I react badly?""No, that's the problem. You take everything so coolly — it's unnatural⁸.

 

It makes me wonder what you're really thinking.""I always tell you what I'm really thinking.""You edit," he accused.

 

"Not very much.""Enough to drive me insane.""You don't want to hear it," I mumbled⁹, almost whispered. As soon as thewords were out, I regretted them. The pain in my voice was very faint; Icould only hope he hadn't noticed it.

 

He didn't respond, and I wondered if I had ruined the mood. His face wasunreadable as we drove into the school parking lot. Something occurred tome belatedly.

 

"Where's the rest of your family?" I asked — more than glad to be alonewith him, but remembering that his car was usually full.

 

"They took Rosalie's car." He shrugged¹⁰ as he parked next to a glossy¹¹ redconvertible with the top up. "Ostentatious, isn't it?""Um, wow," I breathed. "If she has that, why does she ride with you?""Like I said, it's ostentatious. We try to blend in.""You don't succeed." I laughed and shook my head as we got out of thecar. I wasn't late anymore; his lunatic driving had gotten me to schoolin plenty of time. "So why did Rosalie drive today if it's moreconspicuous?""Hadn't you noticed? I'm breaking all the rules now." He met me at thefront of the car, staying very close to my side as we walked onto campus.

 

I wanted to close that little distance, to reach out and touch him, but Iwas afraid he wouldn't like me to.

 

"Why do you have cars like that at all?" I wondered aloud. "If you'relooking for privacy?""An indulgence," he admitted with an impish smile. "We all like to drivefast.""Figures," I muttered under my breath.

 

Under the shelter of the cafeteria roof's overhang, Jessica was waiting,her eyes about to bug¹² out of their sockets¹³. Over her arm, bless her, wasmy jacket.

 

"Hey, Jessica," I said when we were a few feet away. "Thanks forremembering." She handed me my jacket without speaking.

 

"Good morning, Jessica," Edward said politely. It wasn't really his faultthat his voice was so irresistible¹⁴. Or what his eyes were capable of.

 

"Er… hi." She shifted her wide eyes to me, trying to gather her jumbledthoughts. "I guess I'll see you in Trig." She gave me a meaningful look,and I suppressed a sigh. What on earth was I going to tell her?

 

"Yeah, I'll see you then."She walked away, pausing twice to peek¹⁵ back over her shoulder at us.

 

"What are you going to tell her?" Edward murmured.

 

"Hey, I thought you couldn't read my mind!" I hissed¹⁶.

 

"I can't," he said, startled. Then understanding brightened his eyes.

 

"However, I can read hers — she'll be waiting to ambush¹⁷ you in class."I groaned¹⁸ as I pulled off his jacket and handed it to him, replacing itwith my own. He folded it over his arm.

 

"So what are you going to tell her?""A little help?" I pleaded. "What does she want to know?"He shook his head, grinning wickedly. "That's not fair.""No, you not sharing what you know — now that's not fair."He deliberated for a moment as we walked. We stopped outside the door tomy first class.

 

"She wants to know if we're secretly dating. And she wants to know howyou feel about me," he finally said.

 

"Yikes. What should I say?" I tried to keep my expression very innocent.

 

People were passing us on their way to class, probably staring, but I wasbarely aware of them.

 

"Hmmm." He paused to catch a stray lock of hair that was escaping thetwist on my neck and wound it back into place. My heart splutteredhyperactively. "I suppose you could say yes to the first… if you don'tmind — it's easier than any other explanation.""I don't mind," I said in a faint voice.

 

"And as for her other question… well, I'll be listening to hear theanswer to that one myself." One side of his mouth pulled up into myfavorite uneven¹⁹ smile. I couldn't catch my breath soon enough to respondto that remark. He turned and walked away.

 

"I'll see you at lunch," he called over his shoulder. Three peoplewalking in the door stopped to stare at me.

 

I hurried into class, flushed and irritated. He was such a cheater. Now Iwas even more worried about what I was going to say to Jessica. I sat inmy usual seat, slamming my bag down in aggravation²⁰.

 

"Morning, Bella," Mike said from the seat next to me. I looked up to seean odd, almost resigned look on his face. "How was Port Angeles?""It was…" There was no honest way to sum it up. "Great," I finishedlamely. "Jessica got a really cute dress.""Did she say anything about Monday night?" he asked, his eyesbrightening. I smiled at the turn the conversation had taken.

 

"She said she had a really good time," I assured him.

 

"She did?" he said eagerly.

 

"Most definitely."Mr. Mason called the class to order then, asking us to turn in ourpapers. English and then Government passed in a blur²¹, while I worriedabout how to explain things to Jessica and agonized²² over whether Edwardwould really be listening to what I said through the medium of Jess'sthoughts. How very inconvenient²³ his little talent could be — when itwasn't saving my life.

 

The fog had almost dissolved by the end of the second hour, but the daywas still dark with low, oppressing clouds. I smiled up at the sky.

 

Edward was right, of course. When I walked into Trig Jessica was sittingin the back row, nearly bouncing off her seat in agitation²⁴. I reluctantlywent to sit by her, trying to convince myself it would be better to getit over with as soon as possible.

 

"Tell me everything!" she commanded before I was in the seat.

 

"What do you want to know?" I hedged.

 

"What happened last night?""He bought me dinner, and then he drove me home."She glared at me, her expression stiff with skepticism. "How did you gethome so fast?""He drives like a maniac²⁵. It was terrifying." I hoped he heard that.

 

"Was it like a date — did you tell him to meet you there?"I hadn't thought of that. "No — I was very surprised to see him there."Her lips puckered²⁶ in disappointment at the transparent²⁷ honesty in myvoice.

 

"But he picked you up for school today?" she probed.

 

"Yes — that was a surprise, too. He noticed I didn't have a jacket lastnight," I explained.

 

"So are you going out again?""He offered to drive me to Seattle Saturday because he thinks toy truckisn't up to it — does that count?""Yes." She nodded.

 

"Well, then, yes.""W-o-w." She exaggerated the word into three syllables²⁹. "Edward Cullen.""I know," I agreed. "Wow" didn't even cover it.

 

"Wait!" Her hands flew up, palms toward me like she was stopping traffic.

 

"Has he kissed you?""No," I mumbled. "It's not like that."She looked disappointed. I'm sure I did, too.

 

"Do you think Saturday… ?" She raised her eyebrows³².

 

"I really doubt it." The discontent in my voice was poorly disguised.

 

"What did you talk about?" She pushed for more information in a whisper.

 

Class had started but Mr. Varner wasn't paying close attention and weweren't the only ones still talking.

 

"I don't know, Jess, lots of stuff," I whispered back. "We talked aboutthe English essay a little." A very, very little. I think he mentioned itin passing.

 

"Please, Bella," she begged. "Give me some details.""Well… okay, I've got one. You should have seen the waitress flirtingwith him — it was over the top. But he didn't pay any attention to her atall." Let him make what he could of that.

 

"That's a good sign," she nodded. "Was she pretty?""Very — and probably nineteen or twenty.""Even better. He must like you.""I think so, but it's hard to tell. He's always so cryptic," I threw infor his benefit, sighing.

 

"I don't know how you're brave enough to be alone with him," she breathed.

 

"Why?" I was shocked, but she didn't understand my reaction.

 

"He's so… intimidating³³. I wouldn't know what to say to him." She made aface, probably remembering this morning or last night, when he'd turnedthe overwhelming force of his eyes on her.

 

"I do have some trouble with incoherency when I'm around him," I admitted.

 

"Oh well. He is unbelievably gorgeous." Jessica shrugged as if thisexcused any flaws. Which, in her book, it probably did.

 

"There's a lot more to him than that.""Really? Like what?"I wished I had let it go. Almost as much as I was hoping he'd been kidding about listening in.

 

"I can't explain it right… but he's even more unbelievable behind the face." The vampire³⁴ who wanted to be good — who ran around saving people'slives so he wouldn't be a monster… I stared toward the front of the room.

 

"Is that possible?" She giggled³⁵.

 

I ignored her, trying to look like I was paying attention to Mr. Varner.

 

"So you like him, then?" She wasn't about to give up.

 

"Yes," I said curtly³⁶.

 

"I mean, do you really like him?" she urged.

 

"Yes," I said again, blushing. I hoped that detail wouldn't register inher thoughts.

 

She'd had enough with the single syllable²⁸ answers. "How much do you likehim?""Too much," I whispered back. "More than he likes me. But I don't see howI can help that." I sighed, one blush blending into the next.

 

Then, thankfully, Mr. Varner called on Jessica for an answer.

 

She didn't get a chance to start on the subject again during class, andas soon as the bell rang, I took evasive action.

 

"In English, Mike asked me if you said anything about Monday night," Itold her.

 

"You're kidding! What did you say?!" she gasped³⁷, completely sidetracked.

 

"I told him you said you had a lot of fun — he looked pleased.""Tell me exactly what he said, and your exact answer!"We spent the rest of the walk dissecting³⁸ sentence structures and most ofSpanish on a minute description of Mike's facial expressions. I wouldn'thave helped draw it out for as long as I did if I wasn't worried aboutthe subject returning to me.

 

And then the bell rang for lunch. As I jumped up out of my seat, shovingmy books roughly in my bag, my uplifted expression must have tippedJessica off.

 

"You're not sitting with us today, are you?" she guessed.

 

"I don't think so." I couldn't be sure that he wouldn't disappearinconveniently again.

 

But outside the door to our Spanish class, leaning against the wall —looking more like a Greek god than anyone had a right to — Edward waswaiting for me. Jessica took one look, rolled her eyes, and departed.

 

"See you later, Bella." Her voice was thick with implications. I mighthave to turn off the ringer on the phone.

 

"Hello." His voice was amused and irritated at the same time. He had beenlistening, it was obvious.

 

"Hi."I couldn't think of anything else to say, and he didn't speak — bidinghis time, I presumed — so it was a quiet walk to the cafeteria. Walkingwith Edward through the crowded lunchtime rush was a lot like my firstday here; everyone stared.

 

He led the way into the line, still not speaking, though his eyesreturned to my face every few seconds, their expression speculative³⁹. Itseemed to me that irritation⁴⁰ was winning out over amusement as thedominant emotion in his face. I fidgeted nervously⁴¹ with the zipper⁴² on myjacket.

 

He stepped up to the counter and filled a tray with food.

 

"What are you doing?" I objected. "You're not getting all that for me?"He shook his head, stepping forward to buy the food.

 

"Half is for me, of course."I raised one eyebrow³¹.

 

He led the way to the same place we'd sat that one time before. From theother end of the long table, a group of seniors gazed at us in amazementas we sat across from each other. Edward seemed oblivious⁴³.

 

"Take whatever you want," he said, pushing the tray toward me.

 

"I'm curious," I said as I picked up an apple, turning it around in myhands, "what would you do if someone dared you to eat food?""You're always curious." He grimaced⁴⁴, shaking his head. He glared at me,holding my eyes as he lifted the slice of pizza off the tray, anddeliberately bit off a mouthful, chewed quickly, and then swallowed. Iwatched, eyes wide.

 

"If someone dared you to eat dirt, you could, couldn't you?" he askedcondescendingly.

 

I wrinkled my nose. "I did once… on a dare," I admitted. "It wasn't sobad."He laughed. "I suppose I'm not surprised." Something over my shoulderseemed to catch his attention.

 

"Jessica's analyzing⁴⁵ everything I do — she'll break it down for youlater." He pushed the rest of the pizza toward me. The mention of Jessicabrought a hint of his former irritation back to his features.

 

I put down the apple and took a bite of the pizza, looking away, knowinghe was about to start.

 

"So the waitress was pretty, was she?" he asked casually⁴⁶.

 

"You really didn't notice?""No. I wasn't paying attention. I had a lot on my mind.""Poor girl." I could afford to be generous now.

 

"Something you said to Jessica… well, it bothers me." He refused to bedistracted. His voice was husky, and he glanced up from under his lasheswith troubled eyes.

 

"I'm not surprised you heard something you didn't like. You know whatthey say about eavesdropners," I reminded him.

 

"I warned you I would be listening.""And I warned you that you didn't want to know everything I was thinking.""You did," he agreed, but his voice was still rough. "You aren'tprecisely right, though. I do want to know what you're thinking —everything. I just wish… that you wouldn't be thinking some things."I scowled⁴⁸. "That's quite a distinction.""But that's not really the point at the moment.""Then what is?" We were inclined toward each other across the table now.

 

He had his large white hands folded under his chin; I leaned forward, myright hand cupped around my neck. I had to remind myself that we were ina crowded lunchroom, with probably many curious eyes on us. It was tooeasy to get wrapped up in our own private, tense little bubble.

 

"Do you truly believe that you care more for me than I do for you?" hemurmured, leaning closer to me as he spoke⁴⁹, his dark golden eyes piercing.

 

I tried to remember how to exhale⁵⁰. I had to look away before it came backto me.

 

"You're doing it again," I muttered.

 

His eyes opened wide with surprise. "What?""Dazzling me," I admitted, trying to concentrate as I looked back at him.

 

"Oh." He frowned.

 

"It's not your fault," I sighed. "You can't help it.""Are you going to answer the question?"I looked down. "Yes.""Yes, you are going to answer, or yes, you really think that?" He wasirritated again.

 

"Yes, I really think that." I kept my eyes down on the table, my eyestracing the pattern of the faux wood grains printed on the laminate. Thesilence dragged on. I stubbornly refused to be the first to break it thistime, fighting hard against the temptation to peek at his expression.

 

Finally he spoke, voice velvet⁵¹ soft. "You're wrong."I glanced up to see that his eyes were gentle.

 

"You can't know that," I disagreed in a whisper. I shook my head indoubt, though my heart throbbed⁵² at his words and I wanted so badly tobelieve them.

 

"What makes you think so?" His liquid topaz eyes were penetrating⁵³ —trying futilely⁵⁴, I assumed, to lift the truth straight from my mind.

 

I stared back, struggling to think clearly in spite of his face, to findsome way to explain. As I searched for the words, I could see him gettingimpatient; frustrated⁵⁵ by my silence, he started to scowl⁴⁷. I lifted myhand from my neck, and held up one finger.

 

"Let me think," I insisted. His expression cleared, now that he wassatisfied that I was planning to answer. I dropped my hand to the table,moving my left hand so that my palms were pressed together. I stared atmy hands, twisting and untwisting my fingers, as I finally spoke.

 

"Well, aside from the obvious, sometimes…" I hesitated. "I can't be sure— I don't know how to read minds — but sometimes it seems like you'retrying to say goodbye when you're saying something else." That was thebest I could sum up the sensation of anguish⁵⁶ that his words triggered inme at times.

 

"Perceptive," he whispered. And there was the anguish again, surfacing ashe confirmed my fear. "That's exactly why you're wrong, though," he beganto explain, but then his eyes narrowed. "What do you mean, 'the obvious'?""Well, look at me," I said, unnecessarily as he was already staring. "I'mabsolutely ordinary — well, except for bad things like all the near-deathexperiences and being so clumsy that I'm almost disabled. And look atyou." I waved my hand toward him and all his bewildering perfection.

 

His brow creased⁵⁷ angrily for a moment, then smoothed as his eyes took ona knowing look. "You don't see yourself very clearly, you know. I'lladmit you're dead-on about the bad things," he chuckled⁵⁸ blackly, "but youdidn't hear what every human male in this school was thinking on yourfirst day."I blinked, astonished. "I don't believe it…" I mumbled to myself.

 

"Trust me just this once — you are the opposite of ordinary."My embarrassment⁵⁹ was much stronger than my pleasure at the look that cameinto his eyes when he said this. I quickly reminded him of my originalargument.

 

"But I'm not saying goodbye," I pointed³⁰ out.

 

"Don't you see? That's what proves me right. I care the most, because ifI can do it" — he shook his head, seeming to struggle with the thought —"if leaving is the right thing to do, then I'll hurt myself to keep fromhurting you, to keep you safe."I glared. "And you don't think I would do the same?""You'd never have to make the choice."Abruptly⁶⁰, his unpredictable mood shifted again; a mischievous,devastating smile rearranged his features. "Of course, keeping you safeis beginning to feel like a full-time⁶¹ occupation that requires myconstant presence.""No one has tried to do away with me today," I reminded him, grateful forthe lighter⁶² subject. I didn't want him to talk about goodbyes anymore. IfI had to, I supposed I could purposefully put myself in danger to keephim close… I banished⁶³ that thought before his quick eyes read it on myface. That idea would definitely get me in trouble.

 

"Yet," he added.

 

"Yet," I agreed; I would have argued, but now I wanted him to beexpecting disasters.

 

"I have another question for you." His face was still casual.

 

"Shoot.""Do you really need to go to Seattle this Saturday, or was that just anexcuse to get out of saying no to all your admirers?"I made a face at the memory. "You know, I haven't forgiven you for theTyler thing yet," I warned him. "It's your fault that he's deludedhimself into thinking I'm going to prom with him.""Oh, he would have found a chance to ask you without me — I just reallywanted to watch your face," he chuckled, I would have been angrier if hislaughter wasn't so fascinating. "If I'd asked you, would you have turnedme down?" he asked, still laughing to himself.

 

"Probably not," I admitted. "But I would have canceled later — faked anillness or a sprained⁶⁴ ankle."He was puzzled. "Why would you do that?"I shook my head sadly. "You've never seen me in Gym, I guess, but I wouldhave thought you would understand.""Are you referring to the fact that you can't walk across a flat, stablesurface without finding something to trip over?""Obviously.""That wouldn't be a problem." He was very confident. "It's all in theleading." He could see that I was about to protest, and he cut me off.

 

"But you never told me — are you resolved on going to Seattle, or do youmind if we do something different?"As long as the "we" part was in, I didn't care about anything else.

 

"I'm open to alternatives," I allowed. "But I do have a favor to ask."He looked wary⁶⁵, as he always did when I asked an open-ended question.

 

"What?""Can I drive?"He frowned. "Why?""Well, mostly because when I told Charlie I was going to Seattle, hespecifically asked if I was going alone and, at the time, I was. If heasked again, I probably wouldn't lie, but I don't think he will askagain, and leaving my truck at home would just bring up the subjectunnecessarily. And also, because your driving frightens me."He rolled his eyes. "Of all the things about me that could frighten you,you worry about my driving." He shook his head in disgust, but then hiseyes were serious again. "Won't you want to tell your father that you'respending the day with me?" There was an undercurrent to his question thatI didn't understand.

 

"With Charlie, less is always more." I was definite about that. "Whereare we going, anyway?""The weather will be nice, so I'll be staying out of the public eye… andyou can stay with me, if you'd like to." Again, he was leaving the choiceup to me.

 

"And you'll show me what you meant, about the sun?" I asked, excited bythe idea of unraveling another of the unknowns.

 

"Yes." He smiled, and then paused. "But if you don't want to be… alonewith me, I'd still rather you didn't go to Seattle by yourself. I shudderto think of the trouble you could find in a city that size."I was miffed. "Phoenix⁶⁶ is three times bigger than Seattle — just inpopulation. In physical size —""But apparently," he interrupted me, "your number wasn't up in Phoenix.

 

So I'd rather you stayed near me." His eyes did that unfair smolderingthing again.

 

I couldn't argue, with the eyes or the motivation, and it was a mootpoint anyway. "As it happens, I don't mind being alone with you.""I know," he sighed, brooding. "You should tell Charlie, though.""Why in the world would I do that?"His eyes were suddenly fierce. "To give me some small incentive⁶⁷ to bringyou back."I gulped⁶⁸. But, after a moment of thought, I was sure. "I think I'll takemy chances."He exhaled⁶⁹ angrily, and looked away.

 

"Let's talk about something else," I suggested.

 

"What do you want to talk about?" he asked. He was still annoyed.

 

I glanced around us, making sure we were well out of anyone's hearing. AsI cast my eyes around the room, I caught the eyes of his sister, Alice,staring at me. The others were looking at Edward. I looked away swiftly,back to him, and I. asked the first thing that came to mind.

 

"Why did you go to that Goat Rocks place last weekend… to hunt? Charliesaid it wasn't a good place to hike, because of bears."He stared at me as if I was missing something very obvious.

 

"Bears?" I gasped, and he smirked⁷⁰. "You know, bears are not in season," Iadded sternly, to hide my shock.

 

"If you read carefully, the laws only cover hunting with weapons," heinformed me.

 

He watched my face with enjoyment⁷¹ as that slowly sank in.

 

"Bears?" I repeated with difficulty.

 

"Grizzly⁷² is Emmett's favorite." His voice was still offhand⁷³, but his eyeswere scrutinizing⁷⁴ my reaction. I tried to pull myself together.

 

"Hmmm," I said, taking another bite of pizza as an excuse to look down. Ichewed slowly, and then took a long drink of Coke without looking up.

 

"So," I said after a moment, finally meeting his now-anxious gaze.

 

"What's your favorite?"He raised an eyebrow and the corners of his mouth turned down indisapproval. "Mountain lion.""Ah," I said in a politely disinterested⁷⁵ tone, looking for my soda⁷⁶ again.

 

"Of course," he said, and his tone mirrored mine, "we have to be carefulnot to impact the environment with injudicious hunting. We try to focuson areas with an overpopulation of predators⁷⁷ — ranging as far away as weneed. There's always plenty of deer and elk⁷⁸ here, and they'll do, butwhere's the fun in that?" He smiled teasingly.

 

"Where indeed," I murmured around another bite of pizza.

 

"Early spring is Emmett's favorite bear season — they're just coming outof hibernation⁷⁹, so they're more irritable⁸⁰." He smiled at some rememberedjoke.

 

"Nothing more fun than an irritated grizzly bear," I agreed, nodding.

 

He snickered, shaking his head. "Tell me what you're really thinking,please.""I'm trying to picture it — but I can't," I admitted. "How do you hunt abear without weapons?""Oh, we have weapons." He flashed his bright teeth in a brief,threatening smile. I fought back a shiver before it could expose me.

 

"Just not the kind they consider when writing hunting laws. If you'veever seen a bear attack on television, you should be able to visualizeEmmett hunting."I couldn't stop the next shiver that flashed down my spine⁸¹. I peekedacross the cafeteria toward Emmett, grateful that he wasn't looking myway. The thick bands of muscle that wrapped his arms and torso weresomehow even more menacing now.

 

Edward followed my gaze and chuckled. I stared at him, unnerved.

 

"Are you like a bear, too?" I asked in a low voice.

 

"More like the lion, or so they tell me," he said lightly. "Perhaps ourpreferences are indicative."I tried to smile. "Perhaps," I repeated. But my mind was filled withopposing images that I couldn't merge⁸² together. "Is that something Imight get to see?""Absolutely not!" His face turned even whiter than usual, and his eyeswere suddenly furious. I leaned back, stunned⁸³ and — though I'd neveradmit it to him — frightened by his reaction. He leaned back as well,folding his arms across his chest.

 

"Too scary for me?" I asked when I could control my voice again.

 

"If that were it, I would take you out tonight," he said, his voicecutting. "You need a healthy dose of fear. Nothing could be morebeneficial for you.""Then why?" I pressed, trying to ignore his angry expression.

 

He glared at me for a long minute.

 

"Later," he finally said. He was on his feet in one lithe⁸⁴ movement.

 

"We're going to be late."I glanced around, startled to see that he was right and the cafeteria wasnearly vacant. When I was with him, the time and the place were such amuddled blur that I completely lost track of both. I jumped up, grabbingmy bag from the back of my chair.

 

"Later, then," I agreed. I wouldn't forget.

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