True to her promise, the following day Hortense returned to Mr. Rubenstein, and with all the cunning of hernature placed before him, with many reservations, the nature of the dilemma¹ which confronted her. Could she, byany chance, have the coat for one hundred and fifteen dollars on an easy payment plan? Mr. Rubenstein's head forth² with began to wag a solemn negative. This was not an easy payment store. If he wanted to do business thatway he could charge two hundred for the coat and easily get it.

 

"But I could pay as much as fifty dollars when I took the coat," argued Hortense.

 

"Very good. But who is to guarantee that I get the other sixty-five, and when?""Next week twenty-five, and the week after that twenty five and the next week after that fifteen.""Of course. But supposin' the next day after you take the coat an automobile³ runs you down and kills you. Thenwhat? How do I get my money?" Now that was a poser. And there was really no way that she could prove that any one would pay for the coat.

 

And before that there would have to be all the bother of making out a contract, and getting some reallyresponsible person -- a banker, say -- to endorse⁴ it. No, no, this was not an easy payment house. This was a cash house. That was why the coat was offered to her at one hundred and fifteen, but not a dollar less. Not a dollar.

 

Mr. Rubenstein sighed and talked on. And finally Hortense asked him if she could give him seventy-five dollarscash in hand, the other forty to be paid in one week's time. Would he let her have the coat then -- to take homewith her?

 

"But a week -- a week -- what is a week then?" argued Mr. Rubenstein. "If you can bring me seventy-five nextweek or to-morrow, and forty more in another week or ten days, why not wait a week and bring the wholehundred and fifteen? Then the coat is yours and no bother. Leave the coat. Come back to-morrow and pay metwenty-five or thirty dollars on account and I take the coat out of the window and lock it up for you. No one caneven see it then. In another week bring me the balance or in two weeks. Then it is yours." Mr. Rubensteinexplained the process as though it were a difficult matter to grasp.

 

But the argument once made was sound enough. It really left Hortense little to argue about. At the same time itreduced her spirit not a little. To think of not being able to take it now. And yet, once out of the place, her vigorrevived. For, after all, the time fixed⁶ would soon pass and if Clyde performed his part of the agreement promptly,the coat would be hers. The important thing now was to make him give her twenty-five or thirty dollarswherewith to bind⁷ this wonderful agreement. Only now, because of the fact that she felt that she needed a newhat to go with the coat, she decided⁸ to say that it cost one hundred and twenty-five instead of one hundred andfifteen.

 

And once this conclusion was put before Clyde, he saw it as a very reasonable arrangement -- all thingsconsidered -- quite a respite⁹ from the feeling of strain that had settled upon him after his last conversation with Hortense. For, after all, he had not seen how he was to raise more than thirty-five dollars this first week anyhow.

 

The following week would be somewhat easier, for then, as he told himself, he proposed to borrow twenty or twenty-five from Ratterer if he could, which, joined with the twenty or twenty-five which his tips would bringhim, would be quite sufficient to meet the second payment. The week following he proposed to borrow at leastten or fifteen from Hegglund -- maybe more -- and if that did not make up the required amount to pawn¹⁰ his watchfor fifteen dollars, the watch he had bought for himself a few months before. It ought to bring that at least; it costfifty.

 

But, he now thought, there was Esta in her wretched room awaiting the most unhappy result of her one romance.

 

How was she to make out, he asked himself, even in the face of the fact that he feared to be included in thefinancial problem which Esta as well as the family presented. His father was not now, and never had been, of anyreal financial service to his mother. And yet, if the problem were on this account to be shifted to him, how wouldhe make out? Why need his father always peddle¹¹ clocks and rugs and preach on the streets? Why couldn't hismother and father give up the mission idea, anyhow?

 

But, as he knew, the situation was not to be solved without his aid. And the proof of it came toward the end ofthe second week of his arrangement with Hortense, when, with fifty dollars in his pocket, which he was planningto turn over to her on the following Sunday, his mother, looking into his bedroom where he was dressing¹², said:

 

"I'd like to see you for a minute, Clyde, before you go out." He noted¹³ she was very grave as she said this. As amatter of fact, for several days past, he had been sensing that she was undergoing a strain of some kind. At the same time he had been thinking all this while that with his own resources hypothecated as they were, he could do nothing. Or, if he did it meant the loss of Hortense. He dared not.#p#分页标题#e#

 

And yet what reasonable excuse could he give his mother for not helping¹⁴ her a little, considering especially theclothes he wore, and the manner in which he had been running here and there, always giving the excuse of working, but probably not deceiving her as much as he thought. To be sure, only two months before, he hadobligated himself to pay her ten dollars a week more for five weeks, and had. But that only proved to her verylikely that he had so much extra to give, even though he had tried to make it clear at the time that he waspinching himself to do it. And yet, however much he chose to waver in her favor, he could not, with his desirefor Hortense directly confronting him.

 

He went out into the living-room after a time, and as usual his mother at once led the way to one of the benchesin the mission --  a cheerless, cold room these days.

 

"I didn't think I'd have to speak to you about this, Clyde, but I don't see any other way out of it. I haven't anyonebut you to depend upon now that you're getting to be a man. But you must promise not to tell any of the others-Frankor Julia or your father. I don't want them to know. But Esta's back here in Kansas City and in trouble, and Idon't know quite what to do about her. I have so very little money to do with, and your father's not very much ofa help to me any more."She passed a weary, reflective hand across her forehead and Clyde knew what was coming. His first thought wasto pretend that he did not know that Esta was in the city, since he had been pretending this way for so long. Butnow, suddenly, in the face of his mother's confession¹⁵, and the need of pretended surprise on his part, if he were tokeep up the fiction, he said, "Yes, I know.""You know?" queried¹⁶ his mother, surprised.

 

"Yes, I know," Clyde repeated. "I saw you going in that house in Beaudry Street one morning as I was goingalong there," he announced calmly enough now. "And I saw Esta looking out of the window afterwards, too. So Iwent in after you left.""How long ago was that?" she asked, more to gain time than anything else.

 

"Oh, about five or six weeks ago, I think. I been around to see her a coupla times since then, only Esta didn'twant me to say anything about that either.""Tst! Tst! Tst!" clicked Mrs. Griffiths, with her tongue. "Then you know what the trouble is.""Yes," replied Clyde.

 

"Well, what is to be will be," she said resignedly. "You haven't mentioned it to Frank or Julia, have you?""No," replied Clyde, thoughtfully, thinking of what a failure his mother had made of her attempt to be secretive.

 

She was no one to deceive any one, or his father, either. He thought himself far, far shrewder.

 

"Well, you mustn't," cautioned his mother solemnly. "It isn't best for them to know, I think. It's bad enough as itis this way," she added with a kind of wry¹⁸ twist to her mouth, the while Clyde thought of himself and Hortense.

 

"And to think," she added, after a moment, her eyes filling with a sad, all-enveloping gray mist, "she should havebrought all this on herself and on us. And when we have so little to do with, as it is. And after all the instructionshe has had -- the training. 'The way of the transgressor¹⁹ -- '"She shook her head and put her two large hands together and gripped them firmly, while Clyde stared, thinkingof the situation and all that it might mean to him.

 

She sat there, quite reduced and bewildered by her own peculiar²⁰ part in all this. She had been as deceiving as anyone, really. And here was Clyde, now, fully¹⁷ informed as to her falsehoods and strategy, and herself lookingfoolish and untrue. But had she not been trying to save him from all this -- him and the others? And he was oldenough to understand that now. Yet she now proceeded to explain why, and to say how dreadful she felt it all tobe. At the same time, as she also explained, now she was compelled to come to him for aid in connection with it.

 

"Esta's about to be very sick," she went on suddenly and stiffly, not being able, or at least willing, apparently²¹, tolook at Clyde as she said it, and yet determined²² to be as frank as possible. "She'll need a doctor very shortly andsome one to be with her all the time when I'm not there. I must get money somewhere -- at least fifty dollars. Youcouldn't get me that much in some way, from some of your young men friends, could you, just a loan for a fewweeks? You could pay it back, you know, soon, if you would. You wouldn't need to pay me anything for yourroom until you had."She looked at Clyde so tensely, so urgently, that he felt quite shaken by the force of the cogency²³ of the request.#p#分页标题#e#

 

And before he could add anything to the nervous gloom which shadowed her face, she added: "That other moneywas for her, you know, to bring her back here after her -- her" -- she hesitated over the appropriate word but finallyadded -- "husband left her there in Pittsburgh. I suppose she told you that.""Yes, she did," replied Clyde, heavily and sadly. For after all, Esta's condition was plainly critical, which wassomething that he had not stopped to meditate²⁴ on before.

 

"Gee²⁵, Ma," he exclaimed, the thought of the fifty dollars in his pocket and its intended destination troubling himconsiderably -- the very sum his mother was seeking. "I don't know whether I can do that or not. I don't know anyof the boys down there well enough for that. And they don't make any more than I do, either. I might borrow alittle something, but it won't look very good." He choked and swallowed a little, for lying to his mother in thisway was not easy. In fact, he had never had occasion to lie in connection with anything so trying -- and sodespicably. For here was fifty dollars in his pocket at the moment, with Hortense on the one hand and his motherand sister on the other, and the money would solve his mother's problem as fully as it would Hortense's, andmore respectably. How terrible it was not to help her. How could he refuse her, really? Nervously²⁶ he licked hislips and passed a hand over his brow, for a nervous moisture had broken out upon his face. He felt strained andmean and incompetent²⁷ under the circumstances.

 

"And you haven't any money of your own right now that you could let me have, have you?" his mother halfpleaded. For there were a number of things in connection with Esta's condition which required immediate²⁸ cashand she had so little.

 

"No, I haven't, Ma," he said, looking at his mother shamefacedly, for a moment, then away, and if it had not beenthat she herself was so distrait²⁹, she might have seen the falsehood on his face. As it was, he suffered a pang³⁰ ofcommingled self-commiseration and self-contempt, based on the distress³¹ he felt for his mother. He could notbring himself to think of losing Hortense. He must have her. And yet his mother looked so lone³² and soresourceless. It was shameful³³. He was low, really mean. Might he not, later, be punished for a thing like this?

 

He tried to think of some other way -- some way of getting a little money over and above the fifty that might help.

 

If only he had a little more time -- a few weeks longer. If only Hortense had not brought up this coat idea justnow.

 

"I'll tell you what I might do," he went on, quite foolishly and dully the while his mother gave vent⁵ to a helpless"Tst! Tst! Tst!" "Will five dollars do you any good?""Well, it will be something, anyhow," she replied. "I can use it.""Well, I can let you have that much," he said, thinking to replace it out of his next week's tips and trust to betterluck throughout the week. "And I'll see what I can do next week. I might let you have ten then. I can't say forsure. I had to borrow some of that other money I gave you, and I haven't got through paying for that yet, and if Icome around trying to get more, they'll think -- well, you know how it is."His mother sighed, thinking of the misery³⁴ of having to fall back on her one son thus far. And just when he wastrying to get a start, too. What would he think of all this in after years? What would he think of her -- of Esta -- the family? For, for all his ambition and courage and desire to be out and doing, Clyde always struck her as one whowas not any too powerful physically³⁵ or rock-ribbed morally or mentally. So far as his nerves and emotions wereconcerned, at times he seemed to take after his father more than he did after her. And for the most part it was soeasy to excite him -- to cause him to show tenseness and strain -- as though he were not so very well fitted foreither. And it was she, because of Esta and her husband and their joint³⁶ and unfortunate lives, that was and hadbeen heaping the greater part of this strain on him.

 

"Well, if you can't, you can't," she said. "I must try and think of some other way." But she saw no clear way atthe moment.

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