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So, what now ?

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I don't know.

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I really don't know.

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You said
you'd be right back.

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I'm so sorry.

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Me too.

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Chuck !

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Chuck !

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Chuck !

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I always knew you were alive.

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I knew it.

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But everybody said
I had to stop saying that--

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that I had to let you go.

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I love you.

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You're the love of my life.

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I love you too, Kelly.

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More than you'll ever know.

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Chuck ?

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You have to go home.

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We both had done
the math, and--

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Kelly added¹ it all up.

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She knew she had
to let me go.

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I added it up,
knew that I'd--

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I'd lost her.

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'Cause I was never gonna
get off that island.

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I was gonna die there,

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totally alone.

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I mean, I was gonna get sick or
I was gonna get injured² or something.

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The only choice I had,

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the only thing
I could control...

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was when and how...

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and where
that was gonna happen.

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So... I made a rope.

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And I went up to the summit
to hang myself.

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But I had to test it,
you know ?

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Of course.
You know me.

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And the weight of the log³...

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snapped the limb
of the tree.

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So I-I--

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I couldn't even kill myself
the way I wanted to.

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I had power over nothing.

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And that's when this feeling
came over me like a warm blanket⁴.

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I knew...

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somehow...

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that I had to stay alive.

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Somehow.

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I had to keep breathing⁵,

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even though there was
no reason to hope.

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And all my logic⁶ said that
I would never see this place again.

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So that's what I did.

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