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My god. We almost killed an innocent woman.
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Like I said, I don't do refunds1,
653
but if you'd like,
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I'm willing to pay Mrs. Huber a visit.
655
No. Just keep the money.
656
This whole thing's been tearing me up --
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the nightmares, the guilt2.
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This isn't what Mary Alice would have wanted.
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What would she have wanted?
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Answers.
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Hello, Mrs. Huber.
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Paul.
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Let me give you a hand.
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That's really not necessary.
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I insist.
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Ants, huh?
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Yes. I've had a little infestation3 problem.
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I wanted to take care of it before I left on my trip.
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Never had a problem with ants.
670
Mary Alice and I had these little black flies once.
671
Oh?
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She was so funny about it.
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She ran out and bought herself a can of
poison something to spray them down,
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so she's taking aim at one on
the counter, and she just,
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stops, puts the can down.
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Couldn't do it.
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She told me later it felt too personal.
678
She truly couldn't kill a fly.
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That's how gentle she was.
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Then you must have lived with quite a few flies.
681
I'm going to have to say good
night to you now, Paul.
682
What are you doing here?
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I want to know why.
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I know you've got a lot of questions,
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and I also know I don't want to lose you,
686
so ask me anything you want.
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You just told me everything I need to know.
688
All right.
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My idiot husband died and left
me with a worthless pension.
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I was desperate for money,
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and it's better to take it from
a bad person than a good one.
692
How was I supposed to know she'd shoot herself?
693
She was a good person.
694
A good person who leaves her child motherless?
695
Read the bible, Paul. Suicide's a big no-no.
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Don't you feel any remorse4 what so ever?
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Why should I?
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Your wife didn't kill herself because I wrote a note.
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She killed herself because of what
she did to that poor baby.
700
But rest assured,
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I'm praying for Mary Alice.
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After what she did, she'll need all of our prayers.
703
There is a widely read book that
tells us everyone is a sinner.
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Of course, not everyone feels guilt
over the bad things they do.
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In contrast, there are those who assume
more than their share of the blame.
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There are others who soothe5 their consciences
with small acts of kindness...
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or by telling themselves their sins were justified6.
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Finally, there are the ones who simply
vow to do better next time
709
and pray for forgiveness.
710
Sometimes their prayers are answered.
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