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by Charles Baudelaire
Translated by Richard Howard (I) February, peeved1 at Paris, pours a gloomy torrent2 on the pale lessees3 of the graveyard4 next door and a mortal chill on tenants5 of the foggy suburbs too. The tiles afford no comfort to my cat that cannot keep its mangy body still; the soul of some old poet haunts the drains and howls as if a ghost could hate the cold. A churchbell grieves, a log in the fireplace smokes and hums falsetto to the clock's catarrh,while in a filthy6 reeking7 deck of cards inherited from a dropsical old maid,the dapper Knave8 of Hearts and the Queen of Spades grimly disinter their love affairs. (II) Souvenirs? More than if I had lived a thousand years! No chest of drawers crammed9 with documents, love-letters, wedding-invitations, wills, a lock of someone's hair rolled up in a deed, hides so many secrets as my brain. This branching catacombs, this pyramid contains more corpses10 than the potter's field: I am a graveyard that the moon abhors11, where long worms like regrets come out to feed most ravenously12 on my dearest dead. I am an old boudoir where a rack of gowns, perfumed by withered13 roses, rots to dust; where only faint pastels and pale Bouchers inhale14 the scent15 of long-unstoppered flasks16. Nothing is slower than the limping days when under the heavy weather of the years Boredom17, the fruit of glum18 indifference19, gains the dimension of eternity20 . . . Hereafter, mortal clay, you are no more than a rock encircled by a nameless dread21, an ancient sphinx omitted from the map, forgotten by the world, and whose fierce moods sing only to the rays of setting suns. (III) I'm like the king of a rainy country, rich but helpless, decrepit22 though still a young man who scorns his fawning23 tutors, wastes his time on dogs and other animals, and has no fun; nothing distracts him, neither hawk24 nor hound nor subjects starving at the palace gate. His favorite fool's obscenities fall flat ——the royal invalid25 is not amused—— and ladies in waiting for a princely nod no longer dress indecently enough to win a smile from this young skeleton. The bed of state becomes a stately tomb. The alchemist who brews26 him gold has failed to purge27 the impure28 substance from his soul, and baths of blood, Rome's legacy29 recalled by certain barons30 in their failing days, are useless to revive this sickly flesh through which no blood but brackish31 Lethe seeps32. (IV) When skies are low and heavy as a lid over the mind tormented33 by disgust, and hidden in the gloom the sun pours down on us a daylight dingier34 than the dark; when earth becomes a trickling35 dungeon36 where Trust like a bat keeps lunging through the air, beating tentative wings along the walls and bumping its head against the rotten beams; when rain falls straight from unrelenting clouds, forging the bars of some enormous jail, and silent hordes37 of obscene spiders spin their webs across the basements of our brains; then all at once the raging bells break loose, hurling38 to heaven their awful caterwaul, like homeless ghosts with no one left to haunt whimpering their endless grievances39. ——And giant hearses, without dirge40 or drums, parade at half-step in my soul, where Hope, defeated, weeps, and the oppressor Dread 点击收听单词发音
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