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Where is the dwelling1 place of light?
And where is the house of darkness? Go about; walk the limits of the land. Do you know a path between them? Job 38:19-20 Season of dust and teenage arson3. The nightly whine4 of pickup5 trucks bouncing through the sumac beneath the Co-Operative power lines, country & western booming from woofers carved into the doors. A trace of smoke when the wins shifts, spun6 gravel7 rattling8 the fenders of cars, the groan9 of clutch and transaxle, pickup trucks, arriving at a friction10 point, gunning from nowhere to nowhere. The duets begin. A compact disc, a single line of muted trumpet11, plays against the sirens pursuing the smoke of grass fires. I love a painter. On a new canvas, she paints the neighbor's field. She paints it without trees, and paints the field beyond the field, the field that has no trees, and the upturned Jesus boat, made into a planter, "For God so loved the world. . ." a citation12 from John, chapter and verse, splattered across the bow the boat spills roses into the weeds. What does the stray dog know, after a taste of what is holy? The sun pulls her shadow toward me, an undulant shape that shelters the grass, an unaimed thing. In the gray house, the tiny house, in '52 there was a fire. The old woman, drunk and smoking cigarettes, fell asleep. The winter of the blizzard13 and her son Not coming home from the Yalu. There are times I still smell smoke. There are days I know she set the fire and why. Last night, lightning to the south. Here, nothing, though along the river a gorgon15 of leaves and bottom-up clod browning in the afternoon sun. In the museum we dispute the poet's epiphany call—— white light or more warmth? And what is the Greek word for the flesh, and the body apart from the spirit, meaning even the body opposed to the spirit? I do not know this word. Dante claims there are pools of fire in the middle regions of hell, but the lowest circles are lakes of ice, offering the hope our greatest sins aren't the passions but indifference16. And the willow grew for years With no real hold upon the ground. How the accident occurred and how the sky got dark: Six miles from my house, a drunk leaves the Holiday Inn spins on 104 and smacks17 a utility pole. The power line sparks across the hood18 of his Ford19 and illuminates20 the crazed spider web of the windshield. His bloody21 tongue burns with a slurry gospel. Around me, the lights go down, the way death is described as armor crashing to the ground, the soul having already departed for another place. Was it his body I heard leaning against the horn, the body's final song, before the body slumped22 sideways in the seat? When I was a child, I would wake at night and imagine a field of asteroids24, rolling across the walls of my room. In fact, I've seen them, like the last herd25 of buffalo26, grazing against the background of fixed27 stars. Plate 420 shows the asteroid23 433 Eros, the bright point of light, as it closes its approach to light. I loose myself in Cygnus, ancient kamikaze swan, rising or diving to earth, Draco, snarling28 at the polestar, and Pegasus, stone horse of the gods, ecstatic, looking one last time at home. August and the enigma it is. Days when I move in crabbed29 circles, nights when I walk with Jesus through the fields. What finally stands between us and the world of flying things? Mobbed by jays, the Cooper's hawk30 drops the dead bird. It tumbles a dead bird released in a failed act of atonement. A nest of wasps33 buzzing beneath the shingles34, flickers35 drilling the cottonwood, jays, sparrows, the insistent36 wrens37, the language of birds, heads cocked, staring the moon-eyed through the air. Sedge, asters, and fleabane, red tins of gasoline and glowing cigarettes, the midnight voice of a fourteen-year-old girl wailing38 the word "blue" from the pickup's open doors, illuminated39 by the dome40 light, the sulphurous rasp of another struck match, and foxglove, goldenrod and chicory, the dry flowers of late summer, an exhaustion41 I no longer look at. Time passes. The authorities gather the wreckage42, the whirr of cicadas, and light dissembles the sky. A wind shift, and the Cedar Creek43 fire snaps the backfire line and roars through the cemetery44. In the morning, I walk a path between houses. I cross to the water and circle again, the redwings forcing me back from the marsh45. Smoke rises from a fire still smoldering46 along the power lines, flaring47 and exhausting itself in the shape of something lost. Grass fires, fires through the scrub of the clear-cut, fires in the pulpwood, cemetery fires, the powder of ash still untracked beneath the enormous trees, fires that explode the seed cones48 on the pines, the smoke of set fires and every good intention gone wrong, above the graves of the dead. 点击收听单词发音
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