The Wandering Jew
I saw by looking in his eyes That they remembered everything; And this was how I came to know That he was here, still wandering. For though the figure and the scene Were never to be reconciled, I knew the man as I had known His image when I was a child.
With evidence at every turn, I should have held it safe to guess That all the newness of New York Had nothing new in loneliness; Yet here was one who might be Noah, Or Nathan, or Abimelech, Or Lamech, out of ages lost, —— Or, more than all, Melchizedek.
Assured that he was none of these, I gave them back their names again, To scan once more those endless eyes Where all my questions ended then. I found in them what they revealed That I shall not live to forget, And wondered if they found in mine Compassion1 that I might regret.
Pity, I learned, was not the least Of time's offending benefits That had now for so long impugned2 The conservation of his wits: Rather it was that I should yield, Alone, the fealty3 that presents The tribute of a tempered ear To an untempered eloquence4.
Before I pondered long enough On whence he came and who he was, I trembled at his ringing wealth Of manifold anathemas5; I wondered, while he seared the world, What new defection ailed6 the race, And if it mattered how remote Our fathers were from such a place.
Before there was an hour for me To contemplate7 with less concern The crumbling8 realm awaiting us Than his that was beyond return, A dawning on the dust of years Had shaped with an elusive9 light Mirages10 of remembered scenes That were no longer for the sight.
For now the gloom that hid the man Became a daylight on his wrath11, And one wherein my fancy viewed New lions ramping12 in his path. The old were dead and had no fangs13, Wherefore he loved them —— seeing not They were the same that in their time Had eaten everything they caught.
The world around him was a gift Of anguish14 to his eyes and ears, And one that he had long reviled15 As fit for devils, not for seers. Where, then, was there a place for him That on this other side of death Saw nothing good, as he had seen No good come out of Nazareth?
Yet here there was a reticence16, And I believe his only one, That hushed him as if he beheld17 A Presence that would not be gone. In such a silence he confessed How much there was to be denied; And he would look at me and live, As others might have looked and died.
As if at last he knew again That he had always known, his eyes Were like to those of one who gazed On those of One who never dies. For such a moment he revealed What life has in it to be lost; And I could ask if what I saw, Before me there, was man or ghost.
He may have died so many times That all there was of him to see Was pride, that kept itself alive As too rebellious18 to be free; He may have told, when more than once Humility19 seemed imminent20, How many a lonely time in vain The Second Coming came and went.
Whether he still defies or not The failure of an angry task That relegates21 him out of time To chaos22, I can only ask. But as I knew him, so he was; And somewhere among men to-day Those old, unyielding eyes may flash, And flinch23 —— and look the other way.