The Ballad Of Reading Gaol

　　（In memoriam C. T. W.Sometime trooper of the Royal Horse Guards obiit H.M. prison， Reading， Berkshire July 7， 1896）

　　I

　　He did not wear his scarlet coat，

　　For blood and wine are red，

　　And blood and wine were on his hands

　　When they found him with the dead，

　　The poor dead woman whom he loved，

　　And murdered in her bed.

　　He walked amongst the Trial Men

　　In a suit of shabby grey；

　　A cricket cap was on his head，

　　And his step seemed light and gay；

　　But I never saw a man who looked

　　So wistfully at the day.

　　I never saw a man who looked

　　With such a wistful eye

　　Upon that little tent of blue

　　Which prisoners call the sky，

　　And at every drifting cloud that went

　　With sails of silver by.

　　I walked， with other souls in pain，

　　Within another ring，

　　And was wondering if the man had done

　　A great or little thing，

　　When a voice behind me whispered low，

　　'THAT FELLOW'S GOT TO SWING.'

　　Dear Christ！ the very prison walls

　　Suddenly seemed to reel，

　　And the sky above my head became

　　Like a casque of scorching steel；

　　And， though I was a soul in pain，

　　My pain I could not feel.

　　I only knew what hunted thought

　　Quickened his step， and why

　　He looked upon the garish day

　　With such a wistful eye；

　　The man had killed the thing he loved，

　　And so he had to die.

　　Yet each man kills the thing he loves，

　　By each let this be heard，

　　Some do it with a bitter look，

　　Some with a flattering word，

　　The coward does it with a kiss，

　　The brave man with a sword！

　　Some kill their love when they are young，

　　And some when they are old；

　　Some strangle with the hands of Lust，

　　Some with the hands of Gold：

　　The kindest use a knife， because

　　The dead so soon grow cold.

　　Some love too little， some too long，

　　Some sell， and others buy；

　　Some do the deed with many tears，

　　And some without a sigh：

　　For each man kills the thing he loves，

　　Yet each man does not die.

　　He does not die a death of shame

　　On a day of dark disgrace，

　　Nor have a noose about his neck，

　　Nor a cloth upon his face，

　　Nor drop feet foremost through the floor

　　Into an empty space.

　　He does not sit with silent men

　　Who watch him night and day；

　　Who watch him when he tries to weep，

　　And when he tries to pray；

　　Who watch him lest himself should rob

　　The prison of its prey.

　　He does not wake at dawn to see

　　Dread figures throng his room，

　　The shivering Chaplain robed in white，

　　The Sheriff stern with gloom，

　　And the Governor all in shiny black，

　　With the yellow face of Doom.

　　He does not rise in piteous haste

　　To put on convict-clothes，

　　While some coarse-mouthed Doctor gloats，

　　and notes

　　Each new and nerve-twitched pose，

　　Fingering a watch whose little ticks

　　Are like horrible hammer-blows.

　　He does not know that sickening thirst

　　That sands one's throat， before

　　The hangman with his gardener's gloves

　　Slips through the padded door，

　　And binds one with three leathern thongs，

　　That the throat may thirst no more.

　　He does not bend his head to hear

　　The Burial Office read，

　　Nor， while the terror of his soul

　　Tells him he is not dead，

　　Cross his own coffin， as he moves

　　Into the hideous shed.

　　He does not stare upon the air

　　Through a little roof of glass：

　　He does not pray with lips of clay

　　For his agony to pass；

　　Nor feel upon his shuddering cheek

　　The kiss of Caiaphas.

　　II

　　Six weeks our guardsman walked the yard，

　　In the suit of shabby grey：

　　His cricket cap was on his head，

　　And his step seemed light and gay，

　　But I never saw a man who looked

　　So wistfully at the day.

　　I never saw a man who looked

　　With such a wistful eye

　　Upon that little tent of blue

　　Which prisoners call the sky，

　　And at every wandering cloud that trailed

　　Its ravelled fleeces by.

　　He did not wring his hands， as do

　　Those witless men who dare

　　To try to rear the changeling Hope

　　In the cave of black Despair：

　　He only looked upon the sun，

　　And drank the morning air.

　　He did not wring his hands nor weep，

　　Nor did he peek or pine，

　　But he drank the air as though it held

　　Some healthful anodyne；

　　With open mouth he drank the sun

　　As though it had been wine！

　　And I and all the souls in pain，

　　Who tramped the other ring，

　　Forgot if we ourselves had done

　　A great or little thing，

　　And watched with gaze of dull amaze

　　The man who had to swing.

　　And strange it was to see him pass

　　With a step so light and gay，

　　And strange it was to see him look

　　So wistfully at the day，

　　And strange it was to think that he

　　Had such a debt to pay.

　　For oak and elm have pleasant leaves

　　That in the springtime shoot：

　　But grim to see is the gallows-tree，

　　With its adder-bitten root，

　　And， green or dry， a man must die

　　Before it bears its fruit！

　　The loftiest place is that seat of grace

　　For which all worldlings try：

　　But who would stand in hempen band

　　Upon a scaffold high，

　　And through a murderer's collar take

　　His last look at the sky？

　　It is sweet to dance to violins

　　When Love and Life are fair：

　　To dance to flutes， to dance to lutes

　　Is delicate and rare：

　　But it is not sweet with nimble feet

　　To dance upon the air！

　　So with curious eyes and sick surmise

　　We watched him day by day，

　　And wondered if each one of us

　　Would end the self-same way，

　　For none can tell to what red Hell

　　His sightless soul may stray.

　　At last the dead man walked no more

　　Amongst the Trial Men，

　　And I knew that he was standing up

　　In the black dock's dreadful pen，

　　And that never would I see his face

　　In God's sweet world again.

　　Like two doomed ships that pass in storm

　　We had crossed each other's way：

　　But we made no sign， we said no word，

　　We had no word to say；

　　For we did not meet in the holy night，

　　But in the shameful day.

　　A prison wall was round us both，

　　Two outcast men we were：

　　The world had thrust us from its heart，

　　And God from out His care：

　　And the iron gin that waits for Sin

　　Had caught us in its snare.

　　III

　　In Debtors' Yard the stones are hard，

　　And the dripping wall is high，

　　So it was there he took the air

　　Beneath the leaden sky，

　　And by each side a Warder walked，

　　For fear the man might die.

　　Or else he sat with those who watched

　　His anguish night and day；

　　Who watched him when he rose to weep，

　　And when he crouched to pray；

　　Who watched him lest himself should rob

　　Their scaffold of its prey.

　　The Governor was strong upon

　　The Regulations Act：

　　The Doctor said that Death was but

　　A scientific fact：

　　And twice a day the Chaplain called，

　　And left a little tract.

　　And twice a day he smoked his pipe，

　　And drank his quart of beer：

　　His soul was resolute， and held

　　No hiding-place for fear；

　　He often said that he was glad

　　The hangman's hands were near.

　　But why he said so strange a thing

　　No Warder dared to ask：

　　For he to whom a watcher's doom

　　Is given as his task，

　　Must set a lock upon his lips，

　　And make his face a mask.

　　Or else he might be moved， and try

　　To comfort or console：

　　And what should Human Pity do

　　Pent up in Murderers' Hole？

　　What word of grace in such a place

　　Could help a brother's soul？

　　With slouch and swing around the ring

　　We trod the Fools' Parade！

　　We did not care： we knew we were

　　The Devil's Own Brigade：

　　And shaven head and feet of lead

　　Make a merry masquerade.

　　We tore the tarry rope to shreds

　　With blunt and bleeding nails；

　　We rubbed the doors， and scrubbed the floors，

　　And cleaned the shining rails：

　　And， rank by rank， we soaped the plank，

　　And clattered with the pails.

　　We sewed the sacks， we broke the stones，

　　We turned the dusty drill：

　　We banged the tins， and bawled the hymns，

　　And sweated on the mill：

　　But in the heart of every man

　　Terror was lying still.

　　So still it lay that every day

　　Crawled like a weed-clogged wave：

　　And we forgot the bitter lot

　　That waits for fool and knave，

　　Till once， as we tramped in from work，

　　We passed an open grave.

　　With yawning mouth the yellow hole

　　Gaped for a living thing；

　　The very mud cried out for blood

　　To the thirsty asphalte ring：

　　And we knew that ere one dawn grew fair

　　Some prisoner had to swing.

　　Right in we went， with soul intent

　　On Death and Dread and Doom：

　　The hangman， with his little bag，

　　Went shuffling through the gloom：

　　And each man trembled as he crept

　　Into his numbered tomb.

　　That night the empty corridors

　　Were full of forms of Fear，

　　And up and down the iron town

　　Stole feet we could not hear，

　　And through the bars that hide the stars

　　White faces seemed to peer.

　　He lay as one who lies and dreams

　　In a pleasant meadow-land，

　　The watchers watched him as he slept，

　　And could not understand

　　How one could sleep so sweet a sleep

　　With a hangman close at hand.

　　But there is no sleep when men must weep

　　Who never yet have wept：

　　So we - the fool， the fraud， the knave -

　　That endless vigil kept，

　　And through each brain on hands of pain

　　Another's terror crept.

　　Alas！ it is a fearful thing

　　To feel another's guilt！

　　For， right within， the sword of Sin

　　Pierced to its poisoned hilt，

　　And as molten lead were the tears we shed

　　For the blood we had not spilt.

　　The Warders with their shoes of felt

　　Crept by each padlocked door，

　　And peeped and saw， with eyes of awe，

　　Grey figures on the floor，

　　And wondered why men knelt to pray

　　Who never prayed before.

　　All through the night we knelt and prayed，

　　Mad mourners of a corse！

　　The troubled plumes of midnight were

　　The plumes upon a hearse：

　　And bitter wine upon a sponge

　　Was the savour of Remorse.

　　The grey cock crew， the red cock crew，

　　But never came the day：

　　And crooked shapes of Terror crouched，

　　In the corners where we lay：

　　And each evil sprite that walks by night

　　Before us seemed to play.

　　They glided past， they glided fast，

　　Like travellers through a mist：

　　They mocked the moon in a rigadoon

　　Of delicate turn and twist，

　　And with formal pace and loathsome grace

　　The phantoms kept their tryst.

　　With mop and mow， we saw them go，

　　Slim shadows hand in hand：

　　About， about， in ghostly rout

　　They trod a saraband：

　　And the damned grotesques made arabesques，

　　Like the wind upon the sand！

　　With the pirouettes of marionettes，

　　They tripped on pointed tread：

　　But with flutes of Fear they filled the ear，

　　As their grisly masque they led，

　　And loud they sang， and long they sang，

　　For they sang to wake the dead.

　　'Oho！' they cried， 'The world is wide，

　　But fettered limbs go lame！

　　And once， or twice， to throw the dice

　　Is a gentlemanly game，

　　But he does not win who plays with Sin

　　In the secret House of Shame.'

　　No things of air these antics were，

　　That frolicked with such glee：

　　To men whose lives were held in gyves，

　　And whose feet might not go free，

　　Ah！ wounds of Christ！ they were living things，

　　Most terrible to see.

　　Around， around， they waltzed and wound；

　　Some wheeled in smirking pairs；

　　With the mincing step of a demirep

　　Some sidled up the stairs：

　　And with subtle sneer， and fawning leer，

　　Each helped us at our prayers.

　　The morning wind began to moan，

　　But still the night went on：

　　Through its giant loom the web of gloom

　　Crept till each thread was spun：

　　And， as we prayed， we grew afraid

　　Of the Justice of the Sun.

　　The moaning wind went wandering round

　　The weeping prison-wall：

　　Till like a wheel of turning steel

　　We felt the minutes crawl：

　　O moaning wind！ what had we done

　　To have such a seneschal？

　　At last I saw the shadowed bars，

　　Like a lattice wrought in lead，

　　Move right across the whitewashed wall

　　That faced my three-plank bed，

　　And I knew that somewhere in the world

　　God's dreadful dawn was red.

　　At six o'clock we cleaned our cells，

　　At seven all was still，

　　But the sough and swing of a mighty wing

　　The prison seemed to fill，

　　For the Lord of Death with icy breath

　　Had entered in to kill.

　　He did not pass in purple pomp，

　　Nor ride a moon-white steed.

　　Three yards of cord and a sliding board

　　Are all the gallows' need：

　　So with rope of shame the Herald came

　　To do the secret deed.

　　We were as men who through a fen

　　Of filthy darkness grope：

　　We did not dare to breathe a prayer，

　　Or to give our anguish scope：

　　Something was dead in each of us，

　　And what was dead was Hope.

　　For Man's grim Justice goes its way，

　　And will not swerve aside：

　　It slays the weak， it slays the strong，

　　It has a deadly stride：

　　With iron heel it slays the strong，

　　The monstrous parricide！

　　We waited for the stroke of eight：

　　Each tongue was thick with thirst：

　　For the stroke of eight is the stroke of Fate

　　That makes a man accursed，

　　And Fate will use a running noose

　　For the best man and the worst.

　　We had no other thing to do，

　　Save to wait for the sign to come：

　　So， like things of stone in a valley lone，

　　Quiet we sat and dumb：

　　But each man's heart beat thick and quick，

　　Like a madman on a drum！

　　With sudden shock the prison-clock

　　Smote on the shivering air，

　　And from all the gaol rose up a wail

　　Of impotent despair，

　　Like the sound that frightened marshes hear

　　From some leper in his lair.

　　And as one sees most fearful things

　　In the crystal of a dream，

　　We saw the greasy hempen rope

　　Hooked to the blackened beam，

　　And heard the prayer the hangman's snare

　　Strangled into a scream.

　　And all the woe that moved him so

　　That he gave that bitter cry，

　　And the wild regrets， and the bloody sweats，

　　None knew so well as I：

　　For he who lives more lives than one

　　More deaths than one must die.

　　IV

　　There is no chapel on the day

　　On which they hang a man：

　　The Chaplain's heart is far too sick，

　　Or his face is far too wan，

　　Or there is that written in his eyes

　　Which none should look upon.

　　So they kept us close till nigh on noon，

　　And then they rang the bell，

　　And the Warders with their jingling keys

　　Opened each listening cell，

　　And down the iron stair we tramped，

　　Each from his separate Hell.

　　Out into God's sweet air we went，

　　But not in wonted way，

　　For this man's face was white with fear，

　　And that man's face was grey，

　　And I never saw sad men who looked

　　So wistfully at the day.

　　I never saw sad men who looked

　　With such a wistful eye

　　Upon that little tent of blue

　　We prisoners called the sky，

　　And at every careless cloud that passed

　　In happy freedom by.

　　But there were those amongst us all

　　Who walked with downcast head，

　　And knew that， had each got his due，

　　They should have died instead：

　　He had but killed a thing that lived，

　　Whilst they had killed the dead.

　　For he who sins a second time

　　Wakes a dead soul to pain，

　　And draws it from its spotted shroud，

　　And makes it bleed again，

　　And makes it bleed great gouts of blood，

　　And makes it bleed in vain！

　　Like ape or clown， in monstrous garb

　　With crooked arrows starred，

　　Silently we went round and round

　　The slippery asphalte yard；

　　Silently we went round and round，

　　And no man spoke a word.

　　Silently we went round and round，

　　And through each hollow mind

　　The Memory of dreadful things

　　Rushed like a dreadful wind，

　　And Horror stalked before each man，

　　And Terror crept behind.

　　The Warders strutted up and down，

　　And kept their herd of brutes，

　　Their uniforms were spick and span，

　　And they wore their Sunday suits，

　　But we knew the work they had been at，

　　By the quicklime on their boots.

　　For where a grave had opened wide，

　　There was no grave at all：

　　Only a stretch of mud and sand

　　By the hideous prison-wall，

　　And a little heap of burning lime，

　　That the man should have his pall.

　　For he has a pall， this wretched man，

　　Such as few men can claim：

　　Deep down below a prison-yard，

　　Naked for greater shame，

　　He lies， with fetters on each foot，

　　Wrapt in a sheet of flame！

　　And all the while the burning lime

　　Eats flesh and bone away，

　　It eats the brittle bone by night，

　　And the soft flesh by day，

　　It eats the flesh and bone by turns，

　　But it eats the heart alway.

　　For three long years they will not sow

　　Or root or seedling there：

　　For three long years the unblessed spot

　　Will sterile be and bare，

　　And look upon the wondering sky

　　With unreproachful stare.

　　They think a murderer's heart would taint

　　Each simple seed they sow.

　　It is not true！ God's kindly earth

　　Is kindlier than men know，

　　And the red rose would but blow more red，

　　The white rose whiter blow.

　　Out of his mouth a red， red rose！

　　Out of his heart a white！

　　For who can say by what strange way，

　　Christ brings His will to light，

　　Since the barren staff the pilgrim bore

　　Bloomed in the great Pope's sight？

　　But neither milk-white rose nor red

　　May bloom in prison-air；

　　The shard， the pebble， and the flint，

　　Are what they give us there：

　　For flowers have been known to heal

　　A common man's despair.

　　So never will wine-red rose or white，

　　Petal by petal， fall

　　On that stretch of mud and sand that lies

　　By the hideous prison-wall，

　　To tell the men who tramp the yard

　　That God's Son died for all.

　　Yet though the hideous prison-wall

　　Still hems him round and round，

　　And a spirit may not walk by night

　　That is with fetters bound，

　　And a spirit may but weep that lies

　　In such unholy ground，

　　He is at peace - this wretched man -

　　At peace， or will be soon：

　　There is no thing to make him mad，

　　Nor does Terror walk at noon，

　　For the lampless Earth in which he lies

　　Has neither Sun nor Moon.

　　They hanged him as a beast is hanged：

　　They did not even toll

　　A requiem that might have brought

　　Rest to his startled soul，

　　But hurriedly they took him out，

　　And hid him in a hole.

　　They stripped him of his canvas clothes，

　　And gave him to the flies：

　　They mocked the swollen purple throat，

　　And the stark and staring eyes：

　　And with laughter loud they heaped the shroud

　　In which their convict lies.

　　The Chaplain would not kneel to pray

　　By his dishonoured grave：

　　Nor mark it with that blessed Cross

　　That Christ for sinners gave，

　　Because the man was one of those

　　Whom Christ came down to save.

　　Yet all is well； he has but passed

　　To Life's appointed bourne：

　　And alien tears will fill for him

　　Pity's long-broken urn，

　　For his mourners will be outcast men，

　　And outcasts always mourn

　　V

　　I know not whether Laws be right，

　　Or whether Laws be wrong；

　　All that we know who lie in gaol

　　Is that the wall is strong；

　　And that each day is like a year，

　　A year whose days are long.

　　But this I know， that every Law

　　That men have made for Man，

　　Since first Man took his brother's life，

　　And the sad world began，

　　But straws the wheat and saves the chaff

　　With a most evil fan.

　　This too I know - and wise it were

　　If each could know the same -

　　That every prison that men build

　　Is built with bricks of shame，

　　And bound with bars lest Christ should see

　　How men their brothers maim.

　　With bars they blur the gracious moon，

　　And blind the goodly sun：

　　And they do well to hide their Hell，

　　For in it things are done

　　That Son of God nor son of Man

　　Ever should look upon！

　　The vilest deeds like poison weeds，

　　Bloom well in prison-air；

　　It is only what is good in Man

　　That wastes and withers there：

　　Pale Anguish keeps the heavy gate，

　　And the Warder is Despair.

　　For they starve the little frightened child

　　Till it weeps both night and day：

　　And they scourge the weak， and flog the fool，

　　And gibe the old and grey，

　　And some grow mad， and all grow bad，

　　And none a word may say.

　　Each narrow cell in which we dwell

　　Is a foul and dark latrine，

　　And the fetid breath of living Death

　　Chokes up each grated screen，

　　And all， but Lust， is turned to dust

　　In Humanity's machine.

　　The brackish water that we drink

　　Creeps with a loathsome slime，

　　And the bitter bread they weigh in scales

　　Is full of chalk and lime，

　　And Sleep will not lie down， but walks

　　Wild-eyed， and cries to Time.

　　But though lean Hunger and green Thirst

　　Like asp with adder fight，

　　We have little care of prison fare，

　　For what chills and kills outright

　　Is that every stone one lifts by day

　　Becomes one's heart by night.

　　With midnight always in one's heart，

　　And twilight in one's cell，

　　We turn the crank， or tear the rope，

　　Each in his separate Hell，

　　And the silence is more awful far

　　Than the sound of a brazen bell.

　　And never a human voice comes near

　　To speak a gentle word：

　　And the eye that watches through the door

　　Is pitiless and hard：

　　And by all forgot， we rot and rot，

　　With soul and body marred.

　　And thus we rust Life's iron chain

　　Degraded and alone：

　　And some men curse， and some men weep，

　　And some men make no moan：

　　But God's eternal Laws are kind

　　And break the heart of stone.

　　And every human heart that breaks，

　　In prison-cell or yard，

　　Is as that broken box that gave

　　Its treasure to the Lord，

　　And filled the unclean leper's house

　　With the scent of costliest nard.

　　Ah！ happy they whose hearts can break

　　And peace of pardon win！

　　How else may man make straight his plan

　　And cleanse his soul from Sin？

　　How else but through a broken heart

　　May Lord Christ enter in？

　　And he of the swollen purple throat，

　　And the stark and staring eyes，

　　Waits for the holy hands that took

　　The Thief to Paradise；

　　And a broken and a contrite heart

　　The Lord will not despise.

　　The man in red who reads the Law

　　Gave him three weeks of life，

　　Three little weeks in which to heal

　　His soul of his soul's strife，

　　And cleanse from every blot of blood

　　The hand that held the knife.

　　And with tears of blood he cleansed the hand，

　　The hand that held the steel：

　　For only blood can wipe out blood，

　　And only tears can heal：

　　And the crimson stain that was of Cain

　　Became Christ's snow-white seal.

　　VI

　　In Reading gaol by Reading town

　　There is a pit of shame，

　　And in it lies a wretched man

　　Eaten by teeth of flame，

　　In a burning winding-sheet he lies，

　　And his grave has got no name.

　　And there， till Christ call forth the dead，

　　In silence let him lie：

　　No need to waste the foolish tear，

　　Or heave the windy sigh：

　　The man had killed the thing he loved，

　　And so he had to die.

　　And all men kill the thing they love，

　　By all let this be heard，

　　Some do it with a bitter look，

　　Some with a flattering word，

　　The coward does it with a kiss，

　　The brave man with a sword！

 

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