by David Young

    You'll show that toad-eater who wrote Night Thoughts

    what's happened in two centuries or so.

    You'll make your yard the spirit's doorway¹

    to metamorphs and comet-lit inventions.

    Go ahead， walk the cathedral-volumned night.

    Let Perseids stripe your eyes.

    I read the other day

    that giant black snowballs from outer space

    created our oceans.

    Center me， physics， keep me

    from brooding too long on my fear，

    on the pickup² truck that rammed³ the school bus，

    on the strange sea pastures of the Persian Gulf⁴，

    on love and its string of losses.

    Now everything's strings⁵， they say， cosmic strings

    that pull the galaxies⁶ toward the Great Attractor

    holding all matter together.

    Microcosm， meet macrocosm.

    Solace⁷ us with your kinship， make

    one little yard an everywhere.

    I think of Calvino's

    dark， humorous mind，

    another squirrel in the treetops——

    how he made truth and wit

    from troubling loops of knowledge.

    And Miroslav Holub，

    who lived alone in this house one spring

    and pondered this yard as I do.

    The appetite for fact

    helped him survive， walk around

    and laugh to himself， inside

    this century's bluntest terrors——

    the one that Hitler made，

    the one that Stalin added.

    A string may link me to them here，

    and run

    right through the blackened school bus，

    the rubble⁸ of Beirut，

    down to the toxic⁹ wastes， on up and out

    to the ice ball punching our atmosphere——

    Like Theseus in his labyrinth¹⁰，

    I stand here holding

    my little end of string.

    I caught and cupped a firefly just now

    like an old miser¹¹ blowing on his palms

    to keep some warmth in.

    I'd like that glow to be

    The milky¹² streams of star-mess overhead，

    the rivulets¹³ of words below，

    nacreous teeth of the speaker in the dark

    words folding into the spiral that runs up

    to the coiled shape of galaxies

    as the brain whorls match the labyrinthine¹⁴ curves，

    echoing stairwell， spinning DNA¹⁵，

    the play with nests and shrinking models，

    the sidewise slide， the folding-up of sense，

    the web the spider swings and spins， connecting.

    Is this a dream？——I see my grandpa milking，

    I watch my mother watching him.

    The cats swarm¹⁶ round， the barn is cold，

    the cows chew steadily¹⁷ and stamp

    in random¹⁸ patterns， defecate

    in flops¹⁹ and splatters， steaming heaps.

    I'm the froth of the milk， the silvery pail，

    the piles of hay， the cats

    spiraling round my legs.

    I am the frost-coated lightning rod.

    We play with infinity²⁰， this is our luck，

    measureless measuring， lot lines and boundaries

    always deferred²¹， always potential，

    doing， undoing²²， doing， undoing，

    we repeat ourselves so infinity

    can make love to finity， kiss it，

    dance with it all night.

    I taste the water from that old farm's well.

    The milk was warm. The water's hard and sweet.

    Repetition's magic. I knew it in my bones.

    Let me repeat my dream for you，

    let me repeat it for myself.

    Let me talk on in this starlight，

    these meteor streakings of nonsense，

    this chaos²³， these fractals and freckles²⁴.

    Don't take my words away from me yet.

    I'm doing my midnight weeding，

    grasping the thistles close to the root，

    I'm losing the dream farm， I'm

    probably failing， repeating

    what others have said——

    but that farm， like an old brown photograph

    suddenly filling the senses——

    and this night， like a silver gelatin print——

    and a string that runs from me to the past：

    the view from the farmhouse²⁵ window

    across the silent fields of snow.

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