MY COMFORTER.
Well hast thou spoken, and yet not taught A feeling strange or new; Thou hast but roused a latent thought, A cloud-closed beam of sunshine brought To gleam in open view.
Deep down, concealed1 within my soul, That light lies hid from men; Yet glows unquenched——though shadows roll, Its gentle ray cannot control
-About the sullen2 den3. Was I not vexed4, in these gloomy ways To walk alone so long? Around me, wretches5 uttering praise, Or howling o'er their hopeless days, And each with Frenzy's tongue;
A brotherhood6 of misery7, Their smiles as sad as sighs; Whose madness daily maddened me, Distorting into agony The bliss8 before my eyes!
So stood I, in Heaven's glorious sun, And in the glare of Hell; My spirit drank a mingled9 tone, Of seraph's song, and demon's moan; What my soul bore, my soul alone Within itself may tell!
Like a soft, air above a sea, Tossed by the tempest's stir; A thaw-wind, melting quietly The snow-drift on some wintry lea; No: what sweet thing resembles thee, My thoughtful Comforter?
And yet a little longer speak, Calm this resentful mood; And while the savage10 heart grows meek11, For other token do not seek, But let the tear upon my cheek Evince my gratitude12!
THE OLD STOIC13.
Riches I hold in light esteem14, And Love I laugh to scorn; And lust15 of fame was but a dream, That vanished with the morn:
And if I pray, the only prayer That moves my lips for me Is, "Leave the heart that now I bear, And give me liberty!"
Yes, as my swift days near their goal: 'Tis all that I implore16 ; In life and death a chainless soul, With courage to endure.