ANTICIPATION1.
How beautiful the earth is still, To thee——how full of happiness? How little fraught2 with real ill, Or unreal phantoms3 of distress4! How spring can bring thee glory, yet, And summer win thee to forget December's sullen5 time! Why dost thou hold the treasure fast, Of youth's delight, when youth is past, And thou art near thy prime?
When those who were thy own compeers, Equals in fortune and in years, Have seen their morning melt in tears, To clouded, smileless day; Blest, had they died untried and young, Before their hearts went wandering wrong,—— Poor slaves, subdued6 by passions strong, A weak and helpless prey7!
'Because, I hoped while they enjoyed, And by fulfilment, hope destroyed; As children hope, with trustful breast, I waited bliss——and cherished rest. A thoughtful spirit taught me soon, That we must long till life be done; That every phase of earthly joy Must always fade, and always cloy8:
'This I foresaw——and would not chase The fleeting9 treacheries; But, with firm foot and tranquil10 face, Held backward from that tempting11 race, Gazed o'er the sands the waves efface12, To the enduring seas—— There cast my anchor of desire Deep in unknown eternity13; Nor ever let my spirit tire, With looking for WHAT IS TO BE!
"It is hope's spell that glorifies14, Like youth, to my maturer eyes, All Nature's million mysteries, The fearful and the fair—— Hope soothes15 me in the griefs I know; She lulls16 my pain for others' woe17, And makes me strong to undergo What I am born to bear.
Glad comforter! will I not brave, Unawed, the darkness of the grave? Nay18, smile to hear Death's billows rave—— Sustained, my guide, by thee? The more unjust seems present fate, The more my spirit swells19 elate, Strong, in thy strength, to anticipate Rewarding destiny!